First of all, I would like to welcome you all to the suicide. As I mentioned in the statement, the main character is a suicidal and depressed woman. If anyone is affected by this, please don't start.
Another minor caveat is that there are no overly beautiful model girls or super handsome stone men in this story, as in other stories. Because I'm really tired of seeing the same faces as the main characters everywhere. Why does every main character have to be super beautiful? Anyway, I'm silent saying it is a matter of preference.
As for the character of Lena, I should not approach it with prejudice because she is not pure and innocent like many other characters. I'm talking about a sick woman, so let's read without skipping that most of Lena's life is delusions.
I'm going to talk a little bit about Lena and keep quiet. Lena is a suicidal alcoholic who thinks she was abandoned by her mother at a young age, grew up on the streets, was raped and, as we say, turned bad. (schizophrenic) All this he learns that his brain is a game when he is admitted to a mental hospital at the age of 35. Actually, the story begins there.